Jayme Nobles

I just hate the moments when I realize that I have no idea what to do with my life…I have declared three different majors and two different minors in two years.  I absolutely hate when people ask, “Well…What are you passionate about?” I have no idea! And not to sound like an ass, but I preform well at most school subjects, so I can’t rely on the happiness I feel from being good at something to help me decide what to do with the rest of my life. I’m am in a bit of a panic because everyone else seems to have their lives in order. I will be a junior in a week and a half! I feel like I am working towards nothing. It’s becoming seriously depressing.

How do I live my life without you in it? I regret that I didn’t see you as much as I could have or should have. I regret that I didn’t cherish every single moment we were together. How can I live in a world that doesn’t have you in it?  I feel as if I’ll awake up in a couple of days and find out that this as been a terrible nightmare.

For a long time, I couldn’t even go into the room with your casket in it. If I didn’t go in, it wasn’t real. But now that I know I will never look at your face again, that hurts me and I feel that I didn’t take enough time to remember every line and wrinkle. But I have to take comfort in that you are no longer in pain. I miss you. I love you. Always have. Always will.

My friends have no school pride because they suck! I love my school!!! And I’m proud to be a Golden Eagle! Southern Miss, To The Top!